Disconnected, my old soul

Guilt is power. Its easier to shut down, then to deal.


so my life is just a dimension in a dimension I am merely a point in the 5th dimension, as are we all. We are all equals.
individuality doesn't exist.
Or does it?
reincarnation theology goes as follows, well, as I perceive it to be.
one soul leaves one body to home itself in another body, every body has a soul. we cannot tap into our souls directly.
you could very easily oppose this theory with 'well, in the 1900's there were only 1 billion people, now there are six billion people, therefore no, it doesn't work that way'
BUT
modern science has shown us that the brain has evolved, and only 30% of people have evolved.
now my complex is, old souls or new? are the evolved new, or old?
this theory of evolution in the human species has pushed me to believe that reincarnation exists

Down to the underground 5 am boner sessions

riding the horns of satan, yr not doing anything wrong.
FUEL THE FLAME FOR THE BLACK PLAGUE ITS ALL YR DOING ITS ALL YOU EVER DO ITS ALL YOU CAN DO NOW.
late night late night late night strippin' lovin' MOANING GROANING GRUNTING FUCK YOU.


You can't find me. I'm hiding. Can't you see?

are you...like...sane?

Raise yr hand if you've feigned lewd pleasure in a bush.

I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with

You, you're awesome. I would be lying if I said I didn't like you.

Is that a 5 speed?**

Vague fleeting feelings, but that's it.
Yr no hero, yr no god, yr nothing I want anything to do with.
As with the black plague in my head, my cerebral cortex, to be exact.
It has succesfully permanetly fogged my world.


**Yes. & its mine, & it's my hero, & its my god, & it will take me somewhere, & it will be real, & it'll be the best trip I've ever had.

If death were open ended

I still doubt your chances.


WHY THE FUCK DO YOU PERPETUALLY INSIST ON DOING THIS TO ME? DO I EVER DO THIS TO YOU, NO YOU FUCKER, SO FUCKING STOP.

Scientology

Basic's of Scientology

Once upon a time (75 million years ago to be more precise) there was an alien galactic ruler named Xenu. Xenu was in charge of all the planets in this part of the galaxy including our own planet Earth, except in those days it was called Teegeeack.

Now Xenu had a problem. All of the 76 planets he controlled were overpopulated. Each planet had on average 178 billion people. He wanted to get rid of all the overpopulation so he had a plan.

Xenu took over complete control with the help of renegades to defeat the good people and the Loyal Officers. Then with the help of psychiatrists he called in billions of people for income tax inspections where they were instead given injections of alcohol and glycol mixed to paralyse them. Then they were put into space planes that looked exactly like DC8s (except they had rocket motors instead of propellers).

These DC8 space planes then flew to planet Earth where the paralysed people were stacked around the bases of volcanoes in their hundreds of billions. When they had finished stacking them around then H-bombs were lowered into the volcanoes. Xenu then detonated all the H-bombs at the same time and everyone was killed.

The story doesn't end there though. Since everyone has a soul (called a "thetan" in this story) then you have to trick souls into not coming back again. So while the hundreds of billions of souls were being blown around by the nuclear winds he had special electronic traps that caught all the souls in electronic beams (the electronic beams were sticky like fly-paper).

After he had captured all these souls he had them packed into boxes and taken to a few huge cinemas. There all the souls had to spend days watching special 3D motion pictures that told them what life should be like and many confusing things. In this film they were shown false pictures and told they were God, The Devil and Christ. In the story this process is called "implanting".

When the films ended and the souls left the cinema these souls started to stick together because since they had all seen the same film they thought they were the same people. They clustered in groups of a few thousand. Now because there were only a few living bodies left they stayed as clusters and inhabited these bodies.

As for Xenu, the Loyal Officers finally overthrew him and they locked him away in a mountain on one of the planets. He is kept in by a force-field powered by an eternal battery and Xenu is still alive today.

This story is told to you when you reach one of their secret levels called OT III. After that you are supposed to telepathically communicate with these body thetans to make them go away. You have to pay a lot of money to get to this level and do this (or you have to work very hard for the organisation on extremely low pay for many years).

In the late 1940s, pulp sci-fi writer L. Ron Hubbard declared:

"Writing for a penny a word is ridiculous. If a man really wants to make a million dollars, the best way would be to start his own religion"

Hubbard later created the Church of Scientology...

Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health by L. Ron Hubbard





* So to sum it all up, a money hungry sci-fi writer, with a history of familiarity of the mind and its mechanism, creates a cult. Using his skill with Dianetics, in lamens terms 'brainwashing' or using regression therapy to control the minds of others, persuing his goal of, supposed 'global domination' through his new found religion Scientology, which he proclaims to be the ultimate path to salvation.